Val! (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} loupguru) wrote,@ 2009-03-20 00:01:00 |
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unfinished
you want to take me in your arms
and forget that i am 28
going onto 29
at a most alarming rate?
i ask because
i just read many things
journal entries, poetry,
that I wrote when I was 21
and wanted to be treated delicately
then came undone
and abused love
and my self
i wanted to get away from me
with drugs or sleep or
running
stories that never ended
barely started
had no clear direction
and love - the one love - the love
in my head and whose rejection
i dismiss
nothing really changes
does it?
- Just wrote this while packing to leave TX after depressing myself reading old poems, prose, journals. Nothing great but why not share.
you want to take me in your arms
and forget that i am 28
going onto 29
at a most alarming rate?
i ask because
i just read many things
journal entries, poetry,
that I wrote when I was 21
and wanted to be treated delicately
then came undone
and abused love
and my self
i wanted to get away from me
with drugs or sleep or
running
stories that never ended
barely started
had no clear direction
and love - the one love - the love
in my head and whose rejection
i dismiss
nothing really changes
does it?
- Just wrote this while packing to leave TX after depressing myself reading old poems, prose, journals. Nothing great but why not share.
